Discovery

The moment I submitted my final paper for Kas 1— I knew it already, it is the start of a long break I wholeheartedly desired for so long. My heart cannot contain the mirth and the simple joy it brought because after a semester of tremendous pain, lachrymose moments, unbearable hardships and plain ennui, everything on my shoulders was put to a cessation.

I planned innumerable things to accomplish before the break ends, just like to try skydiving, to hone my drawing skills, to watch anime series that I had never watched and to cook a dish that my family had never tried before. But these things were never done and I guess, the sole reason for this failure is my uncontrollable addiction to social media. I honestly tried my best to make each day of my long break productive but every day I meet failure and every day I have to face the music.

Other than checking my facebook account lackadaisically, being somnolent every single time and eating whatever is inside our refrigerator, I know it is kind of impossible to believe in this but... I joined a camp! I, too, cannot believe it. I met new friends, enjoyed new activities, swam in the mud and cried. That is all.

I think that my break was not that wasted. I tried my best to be jocund every jiffy but being jocund is not enough. Everything that I did last semestral break taught me new things and new ideas, personal things that I must not share to anyone—until the right time comes.